Tuesday, November 25, 2014

I dont live there anymore

No Matter how hard the past, you can always begin again (borrowed from Buddha)
Don’t judge me by my past…I don’t live there anymore…

My Life was an open book..something that I was proud of
I assumed others around me would be too.
And I could trust them…but none did- Lesson No.1

So I don’t live there anymore…the closed books are left behind…
No more close to me

My life was an open book..I liked being that
But my weaknesses were taken advantage of...
And they were targeted, rather than embrace the goodness on the other side of me

So I don’t live there anymore…I will not let such negative minds into mine
They Stay away from me

My life is a new book…with a new cover and feel
Its changed…with illustrations, positive thoughts, and a new confidence
It has few readers, but Im happy with the number..
It was never the number, but the quality of the numbers

I now live here….with readers whom I call my extended family…

Sunday, January 5, 2014

These Tears

These tears...
They bring me closer to God..
or rather
God chooses to bring me closer to him 
Through these tears..

Dear God, I will be closer to you
by being a good Samaritan
but these tears and the pain....
Can i loose them somewhere?

Can you take them away from me?